WTF o.o ?

You're sitting out there ,

watching me , happy , in a dream ... 

While you ... ? You just want me to be happy . 

Now , I am sitting here ,

 watching you : sad ...

Just now, I remember that you're there for me , but me ... ? What about me ? I just care about my fucking dream  ... And you ? Where are you ? In the darkness , JUST BECAUSE OF ME ...

I hate me for that .l.